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Name: JENN
Gender: Female
Interests: eat, play, eat, play, eat, gym, sleep, repeat
Expertise: In progress...clock's ticking...tick...tick...tick
Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
9/11/2003
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| Sometimes a song just sums it all up best.
"Almost"
Music by: Jennifer Chung and Johnny Yang
Lyrics by: Jennifer Chung
It's been a while, it's been a while.
Since you've said hi.
It's been a while, it's been a while,
Since our last goodbye.
It's been a while, it's been a while,
& I still haven't cried.
I'm surprised.
I haven't called, I haven't called,
You see I've been strong.
You' haven't called, you haven't called,
I guess nothing's wrong.
God called, He called.
Says it's going to be okay.
It's for His glory.
So live your life and do what you got to.
It's only at night when I really miss you.
But the morning comes - bringing a new day and everything seems to start over again.
Have you been good? Have you been great?
Most likely.
I've been good, I've been great,
Just keeping busy.
And we should since as of late,
Time just passes by.
We don't even have to try.
So live your life and do what you got to.
It's only at night when I really miss you.
But the morning comes - bringing a new day and everything seems to start over again.
One day you'll see.
One day you'll know me as the girl that you let go.
It was, so close - almost.
So live your life and do what you got to.
It's only at night when I really miss you.
But the morning comes.
The morning comes
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=toEYD_1ZCzM
btw...she goes to UCI and dances with MCIA (Check out her other videos on youtube. She has originals and does covers too.)
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| It's only 11am on a Monday and I can feel the really bad week coming. I got startled this morning and then woke up. There's this incident that I'm trying to finalize and when I wake up and check my mail, I see a threatening email. I know there's lots of lessons to be learned from this experience, but I think I'm really lessoned out. I can't eat, sleep, or go about my normal day because of this. It's pathetic, that's for sure, but the unknown scares me.
Huh...maybe that's the big lesson, the fear of the unknown...ok...I figured it out...can we end it now already?
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| No matter how I fight it, can't deny it
Just can't let you go.
Now look at me
Instead of moving on
I refuse to see
That I keep coming back
I've tried to fight it, can't deny it
You don't even know that
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| Although I was supposed to be long gone by now, in a blink of the eye, they're all leaving before me.
It is a sad day. | | |
| Last weekend was the "last" training at Hoag I will ever be a part of. I put last in quotes only because I thought that the last two would be my last. The only difference this time is that there are others that will be leaving, which is a great push for me to get going too.
It's hard to think that something that has taken so much of my time is almost over. In some ways, it's like breaking up with a significant other. Hoagy has been a part of my life every day over the past three years. I wake up and do Hoag, talk to my Hoagy friends about Hoag, and sometimes...sad as it is...dream about Hoag. And soon, this big part of me will be gone. Although, not having to answer emails and go to meetings will be nice, loosing the close ties with Hoagy people will be hard.
Some of these people have been with me through the hard times and the good times and I see them on a regular basis mainly because of Hoag. I know that there's AIM, phonecalls, and the occassional get together, but I feel that these will slowly fade, as those with those who left in times past have. I don't want to loose these people in my life and if you're reading this, yes, I want to continue talking and hanging out with you. If you promise me you'll try, I promise you that I will do the same.
I'm glad though that this training was my "last" since it was one of the most interesting. For one thing...a couple of us could have been arrested!?! (ok, it wasn't that dramatic)
Anyways, on the first day of training, a couple of us were assigned to go to the hospital and retrieve some items for our station demonstrations. This is always one of the scary parts of training because it feels like we're stealing from the hospital, but it needs to be done. We went to the East Tower of the hospital to go to the departments that were closed for the weekend (easy in and out, right?). But, the codes for the storage rooms for these departments have changed and we couldn't get access. We then went to a small department to see if they could help us. One of the nurses gave us permission to enter their storage room and take whatever we needed. On our way out, we were stopped by another nurse and she was interrogating us left and right. We kind of were like, uh.... and as she went into the storage room to get some stuff, we ran away. But as we were taking a shortcut (which I swore would take us around that department (and avoid that nurse), we turned a corner and saw her waiting outside of the storage room. She asked, "Where are you guys going with all of our stuff?!?" We timidly answered and as she turned to ask some other nurse for advice, we snuck out of there and begged for the elevator cart to come up faster. As we got into the elevator, we let out a sigh of relief, and then headed back to the cancer center. We were paranoid the whole way back.
30 minutes later, security comes looking for 4 girls in blue scrubs and one in grey pants and white top (definitely us). They wanted our names and the specifics about what we were doing. They thought we were stealing scrbus to sell at the swap meet so that people can buy them to sneak into the hospital to steal babies!!! That's craziness.
our line-up
The mug shots (I hope these girls don't kill me):
It was a fun weekend!
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